Isn't that long enough?

by Rya

Hello,

I know we have not
spoken for a long
while, though I can't
say exactly how long

it's

been. I know you must
be busy starting your
life, but I'm writing
just to show it's

been

quite some time and I
feel I hardly know you
now. I must say, I feel
like I've grown so much in the

five

years you've been gone. And
when you WERE around I didn't
have much time with you.
They seemed like such long

years.

Perhaps it's because during
them I had no one I
could trust as much
as I had trusted you.

Isn't

it weird that there's only
ONE person you trust completely.
And everyone else must be out
to get you? I find

that

to be very strange...
I know you must be
tired of reading now.
You never had patience very

long

for me. I guess in the
end you just gave up.
And the whole purpose of this letter
was to ask; why wasn't I

enough?